Loneliness is killing me - again. And I don't even start to change the situation to make my life much better and fullfilled. Instead I'm always sitting on my bed watching non-sense videos or reading some blogs. It's like I want to suffer in self-misery. No going out, no talking to friends, no distracting myself by learning something new, or even doing my homework. I know this isn't good for me, but do I change my behavior? No. So I shouldn't complain about how bad I'm feeling now and why nothing gets better. There is no such thing that out of nowhere something good will occur in your life or that your problems will get solved on their own unless you take the initiative and start creating a new happier life.
Someone should just kick my arse so that I can finally move on. Serioulsy.
(Stupid me can't do it on her own because she's too comfortable with the current situation.)
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