Recently I had to experience some unpleasant things... Ok, it's been about 3-4 weeks ago, but it's still bothering me. Do you know how it is when you've thought they were one of your closest friends all these years? They don't have to be close, maybe just good friends. The point is, you believed you would still be important to them although you haven't talked for a very long time. Because you believed that this distance wouldn't affect your friendship.
How naive I am. Sometimes I think I'm too attached to the people I love or like because I still care about them...
So why have I drawn this conclusion? You know, I threw a party at the beginning of May, right? One or two weeks ago I contacted a few friends on facebook and asked them if they like to come to my birthday because I'd be very happy to see them. Some of them didn't answer me. One friend which was called my "best" friend during my childhood replied to me two days ago that she couldn't come to my party on Friday. The party was on Saturday. I didn't mention it and just said that it's so sad that she couldn't come. She wasn't interested at all to visit me. But answering is better than not answering even if that person is lying.Those friends really disappoint me. Once so close and caring, promising that they would be there for me, but in the end they don't give a shit about you. Sorry for this vulgar expression, but this is how it is.
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